Everything Black-Marilia Adamaki( lyrics)

everything black

     Marilia Adamaki -Everything Black 

 

 lyrics:Marilia Adamaki
music and orchestration:Georgia Adamaki
recording date:6 October 2016

Pretending,I'm pretending the happy again
yesterday you dissappointed me again
I'm not trying to forget
but I think I need some help...

I tried to make you love me
I wanted them to like me
I didn't want to be like them
just to be acceptable again.
I tried to make you love me
I wanted them to like me
I didn't want to change myself
just to be acceptable again.

Crying,I'm crying again
I don't see any hope
and it makes me afraid
I wonder when this will end...

Everything black in my life
and everything black on my mind
I guess now you understand
why lately i don't look alright...

smarmy world

                                             Marilia Adamaki -smarmy world

lyrics: Marilia Adamaki
music and orchestration: Georgia Adamaki
recording date:17 September 2016 Lyrics:

I always wondered what you meant
when your words had so depth
it seems you wanted to tell me something
but when i asked, you said nothing...

You were talking about all this smarmy world
thinking you were on the right road
even though you were judging them
you became like them.

I remember the strange words you used to say
that everyone might hate you one day
unlike them i really don't have to hate
i only feel that life gives me much pain.

You never hesitated to remind me
how unwanted i was
by telling me what everyone said behind my back
walking around to check who wants you and who don't
and what about all this ironic act?